2 nights ago,i receive a phonecall apparently from an unknown jerk and after i hung up on him,i lay in bed staring in space-sobbing.that phonecall is still fresh in my memory up till today and i shudder everytime i think about it.im thinking of changing my handphone number cause of this particular phonecall.it was from a private number and the call was at 5.34 am.thanks to the phonecall,i had a hard time at work because of not having enough rest.
sighlast week,my schedule was so hectic.off to work in the morning and was only home the next morning.had a late dinner+supper last friday at bukit timah with kak rin,her bf and her bf's friend.so manage to catch up some time that i miss with her since the last time i met her was like a year plus ago.after that light hearted meal,her friend send me home.
after work on saturday,met fyza at far east and had my dinner with her and her friends whom i hardly know.then i decided to go on our separate ways and both of us ended up heading to TCC.haha.fyza was shocked and i say it was all on me.waited for another two friend of ours to arrive then we make our way to arab street
.sheesha-ing.. =) left that place around two and hailed a cab home.dragged fyza to my house so she can spent her night at my house cause she's not feeling well after the sheesha and the taxi ride.how can i let that dear friend of mine to go home alone when she insist on vomitting everytime?
then the very next day,just chilled at holland village.from starbucks,to GELARE and to starbucks again.then sleptover at fyza's place.
not to forget,met el in the evening from fyza's place.
el,i want the pics.can?can?
urgh,aku penat!working later at 1.15..
was chatting online with a friend two nights ago and she told me something that really kept me thinkng hard.waay too hard in fact.r'ships and love scares me.that i couldnt farkin agree more.they hurt all oh so bad and im not an exception.how many failed relationships do i have to go through to find my mr. right. i mean,the hurt that comes with one relationship,is already enough to tear up my heart into pieces,so how many times must i go through this heartbreaking process?i'm only eighteen this year,and i know i have a loong way to go,and i'm not in a rush to waste my youth away and also i hate rushing into things.nobody really knows i can be farkin patient till they had seen it for themselves.if only there's someone true out there..then i dont have to heal the broken heart of mine after each failed r'ships.
sigh-
for now,work baybeh.
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